Demigods, Magicians, Realitants

A small sneak-peek of my fic centered on Tsubasa Reservoir Chronicle's KuroganeXFai. I might or might not post the real fic in this blog, but I warn you, if I do, it will be a very long  fic with the speed updates of a snail. Hope you enjoy, darlings. >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> I had a twin, you know, in the womb. Our healer saw him. We should’ve been identical. But my kind mother is never one with much strength.  The womb couldn’t feed the two of us and keep us alive. One of us should give up his ransom or we both will die. I kept feed on my ransom and let my twin died. Don’t you see, Kurogane?  I’m a monster, even before I was born. I often wondered, if he still alive, what would he be like? Probably a picture of another me. Would we be close? Would we be similar? Would we be inseparable?  Would we hate each other’s guts? Would he have my name? Would he have my magic? Would h...

OHMYGOD I'm starting to picture Lee as Fai ! Yup. THAT Fai. The lovely uke of Kuro-sama (or Kuro-seme, whichever you like :3) from CLAMP. I mean, they both have blue eyes (at least Fai used to) and wispy blond hair, and lovely sweet smile (though Fai's mostly fake) and YES I KNOW IT'S TWISTED BUT I CAN'T HELP I read too much KuroFai fanfic lately. So I was just tweeting and spamming my followers with bunch of KuroFai's pictures and irratioanl ramblings when it hit me. I started to see Lee as Fai. Only physically, yes. But it dreaded me no matter what. Because at first Lee and Fai is totally different. I mean, aside from those dazzling blue eyes and flowing golden hair and mind-numbing smile. Their bone structure and build and they are just different, ok? I don't know what is WRONG with me. I can't even continue to write! I just want to find more and more and more KuroFai fanfic and swallow it all in. Damn you for making me a fujoshi. Anyway, I c...